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[ Sunday, August 8, 2004] |
ummm... NEW LAYOUT
whatcha think?
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[ Friday, August 6, 2004] |
just got a letter from kay bailey hutchison, texas senator..
i sent a letter about gay marriage about a month ago, and just got the letter. it was the normal bullshit about doma and the bible etc..
but this got me
"I support the fma and will continue to work with my colleagues to ensure its passage"
well guess what it didnt pass, douche. :)
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[ Thursday, August 5, 2004] |
omg when will this enndddd
(vague enough? mwahahahahaha)
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[ Wednesday, August 4, 2004] |
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something really has to change, like soon.
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[ Friday, July 30, 2004] |
The worst feeling in the world is being so close to someone yet so far away.
:(
EDIT // I just realized how hallmark / aim profile-ish this entry is, and umm.. i apologize for that.
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[ Wednesday, July 28, 2004] |
ok, another entry, actually a couple of questions.
1) How can I let my ego die? 2) Should I? 3) Do you want your ego to die?
these questions arent to be taken for face value..
and also, please answer them in the comments.. you can post anonymously..
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[ Wednesday, July 28, 2004] |
jesus help me. im actually planning on watching amish in the city it looks good...
OMFG OMFG A BIG ASS LIGHYTENING SLASH THUNDER WHATEVER THE FUCK IT WAS JUST HIT LIKE 3 SECONDS AWAY FROM MY HOUSE AND OMFG I JUMPED AND IM SCARED AND IM HOME ALONE OMFG
:(
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[ Wednesday, July 28, 2004] |
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umm.. NEW LAYOUT.. because im that cool. ragnarok. word.
p.s. expect real entries around the time that school starts, I'll be depressed and pissd and all because you know, its school. So then excpect the angst etc. yayyyy. but hey, what are livejournals for right>
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| New community |
[ Monday, July 19, 2004] |
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<p align"justify">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <p align"justify">Hey, I made a new livejournal community intended for graphics rating, and graphics help/suggestions. If you think you'd like to join click here:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/graphicsrating/
Thanks! </p>
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[ Friday, July 16, 2004] |
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im bored with my online life (and no, avonchat kids i dont mean you) just with other stuff. so i guess i'll reinstall diablo II. ugh.
um in other news, i get to go to starbucks with kati today to talk politics and see her fashion sketchbook. ++++ scenepoints for me :)
i need to paint again. i ran out of paint :(. my lj entrys suck lately, and for that i apologize.
k bye.
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[ Tuesday, July 13, 2004] |
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eeee fuck the senate fuck the woorrllddd.
>:O
that basically sums up all my emotionzz 4 today. peace!
p.s. sorry for the lame post, i just have nothing real to update, and um i felt the need to.
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[ Tuesday, June 22, 2004] |
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Well lately I've been reembering my dreams, which I can never really remember. So about 20 minutes ago I woke up, with a dream still fresh in my mind.
I was at a golf course, just walking around doing nothing. Then out of nowhere I see this jetplane on the ground. I hop in and start up the plane. At first I was bobbing up and down, and it was ahrd to control, then I got the hang of it. I rode passed this airport that was shipping off military airplanes with missiles to go to Iraq. So I was like, maybe I should drive myplane into that base and be a hero, because I'm aganst war and all. So I started going super fast towards the base,then right when I get about 12 feet from it I realize that Im doing exactly what they are doing so i make a sharp left and freak out. Then I crash the airplane into the water/lake at the golf course again. After that I have a tough time getting to the shore, because everytime I get close a wave comes by and stops me. So then I realize that i can just grab onto this wire fence, so thta gets me to shore. Once Im on shroe theres this guy and hes being nice to me, but I know hes going to call the cops. So I start running, and I get kind of far. But then out of nowhere I just cant run, well im running but its like slow-motion. (This seems to happen to me in every dream I have, like once I was punching someone but my punches were really slow, and if i run it gets slow, etc) So I freak out. And then thats when I woke up.
I must say this dream was awesome. Oh and also, I am now the official owner of a gmail address!
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[ Sunday, June 20, 2004] |
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"Seiken Densetsu 3" is the best game ive ever played. I just started but man.. it rocks. So anyway, latley I've been searching for an inspiration for my art. And out of nowhere I got it, so I created this piece
( are you inspired? )
hahaha. Isnt that the best / most inspiring piece of art youve ever seen?
p.s. look hard at the image, its funny :D
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[ Wednesday, June 16, 2004] |
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so i rode to mcdonalds, it was 6:30 i wanted some breakfast, the sign said it opened at 5:30. the doors were lo cked i was like pft alright, but they had like 5 people waiting in their cars/outside, so i was like ill hang back and chill and wait then these two ghetto black kids, one with gold teeth (no joke) and one with a bandana that worked at mcdonalds kept staring at me.. so i wa slike wtf so i looked back and one said "ima beat that kids ass"
so i was like wtf and rode over to the window and said what, repeat what you just said. what did you say and he wa slike nothing blah blah, then he told me i looked like a suspect! and he was being ignorant / trying to be cool and he said it like five times so i said you wanna kick my ass? and he was liekyou look like a suspect
so im pissed, then his friend starts talking blah , and he told me to get off the property because its law. so i said get the manager over here. i talked to her, she said sorry blah blah then that kid kept going on and she didnt do jack shit. so i was like pft im never coming back here im keeping my business away blah blah.and then i went away
the end.
p.s. pasted from an aim convo, so it might not be understandamablez
EDIT // i took one of the lj meme things.. and i dont post these thingunless they are really close to the truth, anyway heres the ingredients to make a jacob: 1 part competetiveness, 1 part crazyiness, 3 parts empathy
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[ Tuesday, June 15, 2004] |
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my room is clean. its raining right on my window. the lights are off. the music is on. my cats sleeping on my shelf..
doesnt get any better than this.....?
p.s. to make this a bit mor humorous, i just realized that "dead"journal is a pun off of "live"journal...
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| new beginning |
[ Thursday, June 10, 2004] |
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Alright, I need to make some changes. I need to figure out what I want from life. I need some sort of substance, something to guide me. Maybe thats why I always am searching for god. I've never found him, Ive given god so many opportunites, I've been so vulnerable.
But, fuck that, I'm not living like that anymore. I need an escape. My only escape is the thought of me in new york, or some other city, in a loft with my significant other, just laying there, talking. Then in the morning we wake up with the sun and walk the town, seeing all there is to see. Walking to cafes and exhibits, taking in all there is.
Thats what I need, I need I need I need I need...
I need to paint, and I mean need. I need some sort of release.
p.s. I deleted all my previous entries, did a friend cut, and my entries will be friends only from here on out. sorry if you got cut, i just need to leave some things behind.
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